i always get mad

yesterday i cant stop saying something very bad words to a person but i just cant stop
how harsh i am after i know the reason i finally realized why i just did
words hurts ppl we love when u saying it u wont realize how hurt it is
hurt ppl who we love thats very bad
but sometimes it just will happen
i will try to stop
sorry to ppl ive hurt

back from funeral

today my mom cried and when i saw her crying   i think i have to be strong to protect her
but i still drop some tears then i try to let her feel better
if my mom left me i will be so sad
i think i will cry a lot
today rains a lot
but i like the rainy day