hey today

today is a boring day also

i think i should make some money for myself , i can't always use they gave me

that's kinda sucks!ha

well i going to not eat lunch and dinner go back to my old way to be thinner ! that's kind hard when you feel hungry but soon you will be thinner somebody will say you can't do this that's not healthy to your body but the thin girls who are really use the healthy way to loose weight?! i have try that way before it seems no use to me!you don't want me t use that way?then don't call me a fat girl!you want me to have a bf?then i should be thinner and dress beautiful i was very very fat before i loose 20 kgs

but the girls now seems sick !so i gonna to be the sick one! sorry i have to:(

and some one call me like a man or a boy why? then

i won't change myself to be so feminine !!that will be not me anymore!why? can i just like now~well~

i still a girl~ they can change me!i don't want to be a fake person! i'm funny, boyish that's me

look at the photo she is so beautiful! i want my hair to be like this:)! my friend always made fun of my hair~who cares~if i protect my hair well it will get well!!who care what you say ! who cares ! i was misunderstood as a boy!that time i was laying on my friend's bed her father came in and thought i were a boy!well~maybe i can be androgyne or something!ahhahaha

that will not be a problem to me!! i believe!

things will go well~*