recently

i met lots of ppl online
and i do a gift exchange with a india girl
and we both love the gift we exchanged
today i  go the gift she sent me
and i was like so excited
and open it haha
and keep thinking wow it's from other country and it's really good
i think gift exchanging is so fun to play with other countries friend
though we don't know each other are good ppl or just joke u
well it's fun
haha
i got a beautiful sari and the pearl necklace and ring and it's a very nice experience for me

loosing weight now

it's going well recently
when i got new job i don't have any pressure
cos i finally find a job
so i ate lots of things i want
and then i gained about 5 kgs
and became like 56kgs and it's too fat for a 155cm girl
and recently i just lost about 4.5 kgs for few weeks
i just not eat a  lot at night and don't drink cold tea or drinks
and i lost like that so
i want to diet till i am 45kgs
i hope i can do it soon
HAHHA
but it's difficult
and period helps a lot
haha
le t me loose weight sooner ahha
good
i dont like exercise but its important to ur health
just eat fruits at night
it helps a lot haha

yes i can go to japan yay

 i can go to japan at新宿!!and we live around shinjuku

and

we will go to many places like disney or shinbuya

yayayyay

so happy about it

and we go there around the new year:)

this trip must be so much fun

and ill take a lot of pics

hope i can go to japan hahah

it's a trip we planed to japan
and it must be fun
haha
but the bad thing is i can;'t have two monthes salary to go there
only one month
aww
so bad
hope i can have the holiday
wish me luck

i feel a bit weird

i hope i can do well on my work
cos the engineer here i get nervous

without reason
hope i can pass this time:)

im in holidays

these two days i watched a program
which is the program of kind like blind date
and feel
this is so unfair
but
ppl have to find who they love
and who loves them
well
i think some girls are really lucky to have many ppls love them
but
some girls dont have many
but i trust that
everyone in the world will have the one who loves them
ahha
well that's a good way thinking hahhah
this world is unfair
but we have to change it and accept it sometimes ha:)

i dreamed many dreams in these two days

well i only remember the dreams i dreamed yesterday

i walk in the heavy rain and on the street there's no body there and seems in the ancient europe street

like the sense in les miserables 

and the other sense in my dream is im on a skyscraper 

and im tie something and keep looking down and

feel a bit terrible and

then i woke up hahha

i only have dreams when im not tired but im sleeping

so 

i almost have no dreams when the work days