hope i can go to japan hahah

it's a trip we planed to japan
and it must be fun
haha
but the bad thing is i can;'t have two monthes salary to go there
only one month
aww
so bad
hope i can have the holiday
wish me luck

i feel a bit weird

i hope i can do well on my work
cos the engineer here i get nervous

without reason
hope i can pass this time:)

im in holidays

these two days i watched a program
which is the program of kind like blind date
and feel
this is so unfair
but
ppl have to find who they love
and who loves them
well
i think some girls are really lucky to have many ppls love them
but
some girls dont have many
but i trust that
everyone in the world will have the one who loves them
ahha
well that's a good way thinking hahhah
this world is unfair
but we have to change it and accept it sometimes ha:)

i dreamed many dreams in these two days

well i only remember the dreams i dreamed yesterday

i walk in the heavy rain and on the street there's no body there and seems in the ancient europe street

like the sense in les miserables 

and the other sense in my dream is im on a skyscraper 

and im tie something and keep looking down and

feel a bit terrible and

then i woke up hahha

i only have dreams when im not tired but im sleeping

so 

i almost have no dreams when the work days

embarassed

today i went to the company for the class
and the teacher kept ask me questions and i feel so weird when i answer wrong
aww
but i will be better after that :(
i feel so embarrassing
nowwwwwwwwww/...............
awwwwwwwwwwww
why awwww

bought so many things

omg i spent a lot of money
so bad
today i went to see a movie
it;s a french movie
after i saw it
i feel it's so ridiculous
hahha
don't know whats the movie says
and the first time the movie which makes me so sleepy
hahhaha
it's really bored
and in that room just have me and my friend and two boys
so weird
hahahh
and we watched together and feel so bored
no one get sleepy but me
ahhah
well today is over
and tomorrow my lenses will come
ya!!!

things getting better

hmm tomorrow
work again
the weirdo still watchin me
he watches many girls in the company i work
and everybody protect me so
i don't have to worry
well
i hate to work
but i love money
yay
hmm
bad luck gone good luck comes
:)
smile forever
cry sometimes maybe