I dreamed 2 dreams lately

One day  afternoon my mom call me but I were in English class so I cut it first time then my mom call again after I knew my grandma dead at night I dreamed weird dream I have no dream for a very long time I dreamed I were in the heavy rain and a guy hold my hand and we running in heavy rain and we run to a house there were nothing and the guy turn his face to me and smile at me then I woke up the second dream is I saw dead body which were separate apart and bloody and I woke up ha weird

Kinda lucky now

Ya today is Monday and im now in class and. What I think becomes truth yes I hope I will not have bad luck anymore but it's not possible well I hope I will not always think in bad things but my brain is wierd lol that's bad the rose in the yard is blossom isn't it beautiful haha yes fighting fighting bitches go fuck theirselves not my business ya

i got tricked but i still fall into it

im so dont know how to say

haha

like a fool for a thing

in a big damn trick

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many ppl tell me their secret

i know a lot worldwide lol 

but 

i wasnt have any secret but

since i faught with ppl i got some

i got many secrets and ppl got many secrets about me too

but they fuck their self i keep going my way

anyways

growing up ways have many mistakes well

now is a big timing for me

im not going to be in school anymore

i have to earn my money

but i have no fucking work experiences 

haha

poor b i t c h

STILL EXSIST

my  [________] still exist
it's not real or real
recently my friend told me about her personal life story
and actually i was kinds shocked
but
it's her life it's up to her
and
i think
now i got to worry about
my future
and life

i think im good at scold ppl

scold ppl is not a good thing
so bad
that make me a bad person
my mouth are so bad
it hurt ppl at first then apologize
so bad

happy new year

new year
the first day
so rainy
and bored
and
i went out to buy a chocoball and milktea
for boring night
and  after i back home it started to rain a lot haha
im lucky ya~
im 21 but i seems like still a kid
haha
i feel my life is kind of boring
i should be out yesterday but i didnt ha


all my blog are so bad haha

eat shit year new garbage

i was called a garbage
and
it's insult
and that was my father call me
i was a bit sad and my tears are really easy to fall down
im weak as shit
im a loser
i hate him
but i cant hate ppl for a long time
but i really hate him
i dont want  to see him dont want to listen to him
dont want him in the world
dont want him be my dad
shitty world
i ate a lot of junk food
im a fat bitch
hey its a  new year
i hate that
cos i have to graduate from shitty school
and find shitty work

:(