after work im so tired

well
actually i work in the clean room
and i didn't do anything
just watch them
and 12 hrs in the place i work for
so freaking bad
im lucky cos i still have one friend with me
haha
yay
hope i will find better job
fighting
!!!

aw i have to work now

so tired
today i took a walk with my mom
at a huge park
and i dont know if my bf still love me or not
he's a bitch
i have stomache now
kinda hurt
hope tomorrow will have good time
yeah
hmm
kinda tired
and my foot get hurt by the scandel i wore
so bad
i fucking hate my bf now
yay

i got a job now

well my job is not a good job but not too bad also
as long as i can out and doing something and have money
why not
hmm
but i might be tired
haha
so bad
then i will always want to sleep?
oh no
i wish i have time to go out and have fun
but it seems very difficult
and hope my next job will be better
haha
hmmm
welll
i actually just have little experience
hope i will meet good ppl there

wish i can lazy like a cat

now
im waiting for the result of the interview
hope i will be hired
i don' t want to stay home anymore

my paradise

i love my little paradise
they are cute

dude change urself

today
i want to complain something
my dad is always so annoying
cos
he scold everything every where every time
but it's only just little mistake
he scold u like u are so wrong and u will never becoming good anymore
what ever
now
my family no one like him anymore
but he still my dad
so wrong
why he scold everything if he wants?
we don't know
but
he is hard to change anymore
so bad
fuck dat bitch
i want to e s c a p e from this shity bitch
but
im worry about my mom
if the don't  divorce
my mom will always live in a pathetic life

don't judge me don't force me don't humiliate me

this is time for me to find a job
but as usual jobs are difficult to find
but now
i don't have any job yet so i stay at home
but i under terrible pressure
i hate it
now i decide to do a job that can make money
but i will find a nice job after that
now i can't eat much
i can't sleep well
i hate bitches
i hate u so moody
and humiliate
one day
u will know u are wrong
i not gonna revenge u
cos u will be hated